it feels so weird..
have exam week and the energi just left my body,

2 amazing weeks with my Amazing boyfriend over christmas and new year was fab. but now.. I am waiting for march to arrive, for Danny to move to sweden..
I am super excited dont get me wrong.. but also extreamly nervous.. what if we cant stand eachother.. what if something happens.. I know its not good to thing what if..but i can't let it be...Iam a nervous wreak..

 

its scary and exciting at the same time,and it freaks me out, I remeber last time.. may.. I was moving in at dannys Place. could not sleep for weeks, so why haven't learned its nothing to be scared of.. it Went finr them.. whats the difference now??

 

whats wrong with me? why do I have to Think so much.. why cant i just focus to study for my exams which I am terrified to fail.. so dont want to re do them later on.. study to them once is hard enough..

I somethimes wish I was a robot, you just download the new things you need to learn and you know it.. now overthinking.. no worrying, just beeing

 

xxx

 

WTF!

they can't just decide to change the schedule on the 3d day..

so was gonna start at 8.15.. nope nothing.. so now I have 2 Days off

what am I going to do now?

well it was some student fair.. probably gonna go on that one and the it was some Theatre Group meeting tonight, might cheak that out aswell!

seriously?

and its raining today aswell...

 

 

xxx

After class today me and simon decided that it was boring to just go home and do nothing so we walked around in Town for a bit and took a coffee!

 

it was such a Lovely weather today and I hope it stays like that! :D

 

Well!

 

I am now back in Sweden!

In Skövde to be correct!

 

Just moved here and its my second day at uni.

I am studying Social psycology and I Think it can be fun!

 

my class seem lovely and already meet some new friends!

 

Yesterday it was party and the view was Amazing.. well this is Skövde by night!!

 

xxx

well...just because I am so gay for my big love I am now going to write it here aswell!

 

I LOVE YOU DANNY <3

its not easy to be away from your true love.. I know its only for a while but still!

 

I want to have you here!!

 

Miss you so much <3

 

 

 

Well its time to say bye to lovely England..

 

Its been a great year and I have had so much fun!!

 

Going to miss all my new friends and my host family, and especially Danny!

 

But Life Always have something new for you!

 

And now its apparently the time!

 

bye bye

 

Here is some photos of the kids from my last week!
going to miss you loads <3

 

I am starting to get so scared!

I still cant believe that I am actually moving to sweden in a few weeks.

 

Trying to find somewhere to live, which is easier said then done.

Trying to enjoy the loast weeks I have left in Colchetser

but verything I can think of is how much I am going to miss everything and everyone..

 

Its not easy when you want to have everything! it so dosent work..

 

well I got a pretty good deal to be fair and I should not complain but yea it is sad!

 

anyway, the last few weeks I have left now I am going to do alot of shopping, Sweden is so expensive so wont buy anything there! also i am going to have a massage, and a haircut!

 

I am starting to get ready! :D lucky its close to my friends in sweden! so can see them fairly often! which is good :) yeye miss you guys! <3

 

xx

Okey, monday today!

start working with the kids tomorrow again, up at 7 am urggghh!!

it will be fine, going to be nacked though cuz this week we start running the show downfall of the school!

 

had Tech rehearsal yesterday and dress today!

then its shows on wednesday to saturday!! are we ready!

 

I dont know!!

 

panic!!

 

well it will be fine!

i juts need to concentrate and dont make any mistakes! cant help what all the others are doing but unleast I can do it right!

 

fun fun fun!

 

also have planned so much fun  with the kids for this week!

yey!

 

xox

sorry! have been so busy!

 

anyway loads have happened!!

 

well first of all, have a show nest week, downfall of the school! going to be so much fun!!

my host family still doesent have a home so I am still living with danny

 

And to the biggest news ever!!

 

WE ARE MOVING TO SWEDEN!

 

I got in the University in Skövde to study social psychology program.. so now I ma moving back in the end of august.

As planed Danny will move in march and I hoep that he wont change his mind.

distance going to be difficut but we can do it!!

 

so now we have Swedish lessons!! he is so cute trying to speak Swedish! <3

I am trying t finf my own appartment and we are both looking for a chef job for Danny!!

not the easiest task. But it will be fine

 

so excited!! this is just the beginging, what else going to happend in my Life! I am waiting with excitment!!

 

xox

fianally home! feels really good to be home and see all my friends and family! yeasterday was midsummer and ate lunch with granma and later on anna came so we were drinking and talking all night long :)

 

today we have been cleaning the whole house and start to bake a cake for tomorrow, the whole family are coming to celebrate me and my sisters birthday :)

 

yea a really nice day, tonight we will have a lovely spa night

 

miss my big boy so much though, well will take him to sweden in august so that will be nice <3 

 

well now i will continue huging my mum and my sister

 

 xox

Today my sister have B-day!

she is 15 now!! OMG times just fly by!

 

 

anyway I hope you have a Lovely day sister!

see you next week

 

 

First of all did I recive 3 birthday cards :)

 

 

My birthday today! now I am finally 20 :D YEY!

 

 

So Have done my exam today, last part on friday so I am crossing my fingers and hoping for the best! :D

 

well soon its rehearsals!

 

I like to have birthday! I feel so loved :D

 

xox

 

I finally made it! I have my first tattoo!

will take a Picture tonight because still have the plastic around it!

 

So happy! It hurt like hell but it was Worth it!

yey!!

 

xox