no words

Publicerat 2014-01-07 21:57:07 i sk�vde
it feels so weird..
have exam week and the energi just left my body,
2 amazing weeks with my Amazing boyfriend over christmas and new year was fab. but now.. I am waiting for march to arrive, for Danny to move to sweden..
I am super excited dont get me wrong.. but also extreamly nervous.. what if we cant stand eachother.. what if something happens.. I know its not good to thing what if..but i can't let it be...Iam a nervous wreak..
 
its scary and exciting at the same time,and it freaks me out, I remeber last time.. may.. I was moving in at dannys Place. could not sleep for weeks, so why haven't learned its nothing to be scared of.. it Went finr them.. whats the difference now??
 
whats wrong with me? why do I have to Think so much.. why cant i just focus to study for my exams which I am terrified to fail.. so dont want to re do them later on.. study to them once is hard enough..
I somethimes wish I was a robot, you just download the new things you need to learn and you know it.. now overthinking.. no worrying, just beeing
 
xxx
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